Sticks and stones, love...

Sticks and stones may break my bones but whips and chains excite me
So tie me up and put me down and show me that you like me...


Wanted to blog about things that excites me.
As I have mentioned, I might not be a masochist. My treshold when it comes to pain is pretty high. I wince, but it takes a lot to make me scream. But that doesn't mean I get a kick out of it. Still, I'm ever curious, and not done with this matter yet.

Bondage... well, I like being tied up. I'm sceptical when it comes to suspension, so I'm putting my foot down there. But giving someone else the control of me.. I like the idea of that. And the actual doing it :)

What I really wish to learn more of is teasing. How to be spanked, tickled,  and in other ways teased until I'm so horny I'm begging for it with tears in my eyes, that's a dream to me.

There's also a concept of forced orgasms. Ok, I'm hard to satisfy. I can "come" a load of times without actually having the BIG orgasm. My problem is when I'm horny I'm way to wet and less sensitive.... But if someone found the trigger to make me come... and then tried to make me come again... that would be... I think painful, cause I know how overly sensitive I get after the big one... but it would still be thrilling. I think :P

I also wish for fisting... turns out it's REALLY hard.... and I don't expect it to work if the hand is too big.. But the orgasm I experienced when we tried once. Let me just say, I just turned myself on now, just by writing about it!

Then there's the big "being spanked until it actually feels thrilling"-adventure. When your endorfines kick in to make the pain go away. It happened once. I had no idea it could happen, but suddenly my scream of pain was mixed with a scream of surprise and.. pleasure? Still not sure. And if I have to go through all that pain to experience it again... I'm not sure I want to... But there's a teeny tiny voice that says "...wants..." in the far corner of my brain.